Friday, February 6, 2009

I forgot to mention this...

But lately I've been REALLY losign it. Mostly because I feel like I'm in major blocks of EVERYTHING!
Writer's block
Video maker's block
Even drawing type of block (if there is such thing)

Because I can't seem to do anything. I can't finish my stories, I can't edit videos, I can't even draw. D school is stressing me out because my grades just keep on dropping because of all this crap teachers are giving me. I have 2 tests on Monday and on Tuesday it's the writing state test, and this year it actually counts for me since I'm an 8th grader. I think right now I have an average of C's in my classes and that is really NOT good. I actually tried talking to some people about it but they always say the same thing: That inspiration will come, that every teenager goes thru this, etc, etc. 

If I wanted to hear this crap I would be watching cheap tv teen shows.

An anime I'm wondering about (and no school today)

I heard about this anime called Elfen Lied which is suppose to be interesting and beautiful but incredibly gory. I started asking around in youtube and some people said it might no be for me. I mean I'm used to bloody live action films I don't mind watching them but animes always have some sort of realisim to them and I get more tramataized with them than with live action. Like I could see something as gory and disgustion (and, may I mention, stupid) as SAW, but make me watch Akira and I'll beg you till you turn down the tv. I mean I do want to see it but somethings get too strong for me sometimes (I'm still a little kid people!) so I wanna be careful about what I see...

Anyways, today we didn't have school because of some teacher planning day thing so here me and my brother are playing video games while my mom reads in the bed. I'm actually trying to write another story since I'm currently taking a break from that co-op Halo 3 walkthrough me and my brother are doing. I guess it isn't really a walkthrough because it's just me and my brother running around like the noobs we are in legendary so I don't expect to finish it in a while O_o

~Rikku Rebeca

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Yuna - Teardrop - Massive Attack - another version

This is my latest video (just so you guys know the type of things I do when I'm not ranting)

"Science and science fiction have done a kind of dance over the last century... The scientists make a finding. It inspires science fiction writers to write about it, and a host of young people read the science fiction and are excited, and inspired to become scientists...which they do, which then feeds again into another generation of science fiction and science..."
- Carl Sagan, in his message to future explorers of Mars.